I’m up late at night thinking and analyzing my life. I am waiting for the day when I can truly be happy. I have been falling apart. I feel as if time is passing me by and there’s no way of stopping it. I’m drowning in my own thoughts. I hate myself for letting things get too far. I have no friends. I have isolated myself. I don’t speak. And worst of all i’m loosing someone who could save me within. I keep making excuses, when in reality i’m just afraid. Everyone has always found their way out.